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Name: Tia/Annie??? Country: China Birthday: 4/25/1985 Gender: Female
Interests: music, sleeping, eating, and dancing... you know how i like it....straight dirty....i mean hood :-) Expertise: nada damn thang....well maybe in eating Occupation: Education/training
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Member Since:
8/4/2004
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| Dang...has it really been like two and a half months since i've last written....mai bad. things have been freakin crazy over here on the east coast. and it's so hard to update everyone on what's been going on. So of course the first thing everyone is probably askin....do i have a man yet....and the answer is still the same.....heo nah!!!! I'm sorry i'm pathetic and can't get a man.....so i guess you don't wanna read any further huh? I'm trying but it's just not in my cards to have a man, i'm stayin single for the rest of my life....sad but tru. skool is almost over thank goodness and i can't wait to get out of here, although i will miss all mai boyz from skool. man, i wish all of you guys could experience what i have out here....there actually are good guys out in the world. i know, you guys don't like white boys that much, but shoot, if you do.....come to virginia. you guys would fall in love with my boyz. don't worry i'll bring plenty of pics home. i've just been doin skool work and playin ball and hangin out with the fellahs and practicing on being a missionary...yep, i'm gonna go on one next year....it's crazy how time flies....dang soon i'll be 20 and before i know it, i'll be puttin in my papers and then i'm off to serve the Lord. I can't wait. Anyways, i'll be home may 7th so then i'll hopefully be able to see all my girls off to their big prom night. and then it's off on the town for us older girls......YOU KNOW!!!!! nah, but i betta get back to the books, just wanted to hit everyone up and say wat's up and that i love and miss you all. i can't wait to see you guys. hollah at me if you need me....until next time.....take care and be good and have fun. love, tia tia | | |
| Life is full of choices...wrong and right.
Sometimes you try so hard to make sure you don't make the wrong one, but life takes an unexpected turn. Some can take that turn as a challenge and fight to get on the right side, others just except it and keep living...which one am I? Well I'd like to think that I'd try to turn things around, but not everyone is like me....people have their own thoughts and responses. Which one are you?
Sometimes you try so hard to be an example and then you feel like all that hard work just goes down the drain in a single incident or a single second.
Important people in our lives make mistakes too, but the important thing is to continue to show them that you love them and still would do anything for them. It's hard to get over the mistake, but one must forgive and forget.
So how does one forgive and forget? How do you react to a huge problem when you aren't around to help fix it or you're not even there to listen? Do you ask yourself if you tried everything you could to help prevent the situation or just to help?
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| well well well....who's everyone doin? Right now I'm just chillin cause I had time before class and I thought that I'd update all of you on my boring life here in the big VA! welp....school is school and always will be, i'm just tryin to stay on top of things and actually stay focused. Gone to a few dances this semester already...more like house parties, and you know how we do!!! Nah, you know me, i'm no freak! But there are some fine baseball boys here! Man....break me off a piece of that......kit kat bar you dirty minds! lol. anyway, life is going good, i'm still breathing and eating so that's a plus. but i just wanted to send all of you my love and good luck this semester in all you do. if you need anything, you know how to reach me, if i don't answer, just keep trying, i'm bound to pick up my phone sometime!!!! love you all and take care.
one....tia tia | | |
| So I'm back in the Big VA......and of course I'm not that all excited about it. I got my wisdom teeth out the day before I came back so I've been out of it. Haven't met any new people, don't eat, sleep all day, been excused from classes, the girls take care of me.....it's kinda the life.
Sorry if I didn't say bye to most of you girls. But hey it won't be long until I'm back home so no worries. It was so good to be home and be able to hang out with everyone. We had some good laughs...just like the old times....and I hope you guys continue to keep it that way. So one more semester for all you seniors and I bet you're eager. Don't worry, the time will come. Growing up isn't all that...trust! But I will be there for the graduation...and I can't wait.
But I have to get back to the books. But you all take care and know that I love each of you with all my heart. And I really wish that you guys could be out here with me in Virginia...shoot we'd run this place. I miss all your guys's faces and your smiles and your mean sense of humor. But know that I love you and that my phone is always on...just dail the number. Take care, be good, be careful, and have fun. Talk to you later. One...Tia | | |
| So....it's Christmas Eve...and I'm getting jack-crap for Christmas, but
what else is new. I'm used to it. So it's good to be home and be with
the ones that matter in my life and the ones I love and care about.
The other day was like old times. I loved hangin out with the gang once
again. To see the boys all together made me smile, and of course being
with my girls. Except for the fact that Lave was mean to me all night
and Ashley pushed me out of the car....but I still love you guys.
I'm grateful for all of you and the examples you set for me and the joy
that you bring in my life. You all have been a big inspiration to me
and no one could ever replace any of you in my life.
So it's funny how sometimes you think you know what you want, but then
you turn it into the fact that it is wrong, so you start to want
something else, and then decide that isn't right either, and come to
find out the thing you wanted first was the right thing, but you
just didn't want to face it. Wow, was that confusing?
My life is still out of control. I don't know what to do in life.
Everything is so muddy to me, I don't really know how to react.
I saw Kidd today.....with HER.....and that made me really sad. It was
more sad to me than upset. I guess cause I really believed that he
wanted to change, and I'm sure he does, but I just thought that because
he wanted to fully change, he would want to not date her to resist any
other temptations. But I think I'm just over reacting cause I don't
really know the truth between him and her. I think I'm just sad that
she has something that I regret giving up and can NEVER have. There's
no chance!!!!
Well I'm out, it's time to go watch movies. But all of you take care
and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Love you all.....ONE!!!!
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